Hi again!

Ohhhhh! Im back! I think i am anyway^^

What i have been up to? Ooh... *thinking*
Aha! I have made pie^^ Blackcurrant-pie^^
And i have been watching TV... ... ...
Hmm... more things...
... ... ...
... ... ...
Nope! nothing else^^ Sleept ofcourse :P At stupid times to :P
I wake up at 18:00 and watches TV till 2:00-Something^^
And then... then i sit by my little brother and watch when he plays computer...
Until around eight... then i go up to play computer myself^^
But im to tired then so at 11:00 i go to bed^^

Hmm its 9:15 right now... only 1hour and 45 minutes left to stay awake... I go eat pie^^

Pai pai^^

02:04

Feel the urge to cry...
Dont want to...
Want to be happy
*Started smiling*
Im probably very happy^^
Or crazy...
Or stupid^^
Yeah probably^^



"Nice chat" Pai pai^^


Ps. Grattis på 18årdagen Stoffe^^ Ds.

Question #1

1. Is lying bad?
2. If lying is bad then is lying about something small less bad?
3. And if that is so is then lying just to seem cool worse?
4. And if you answers on something you don't know is that a lie?
5. And if that is so is it only a lie if that you say is wrong?
6. And if your brain just thinks that you don't lie is that even worse?
7. And if you think you are the most unfeigned and honest person in the world and still lie is that then worse than lying about something really serious?
8. And what is really serious?
9. And can lying be good for something like geting one out of a pinch?
10. Or is it just bad?
11. Is lying more bad the larger the lie or the frequensy of the lying?

Please answer ASAP(As Soon As Possible)^^ I want your opinions, all of them!!!^^

Today i've done nothing... (3)

I AM GOING TO BE WORLD CHAMPION!!!
I AM THE CREATOR OF A NEW SPORT!!!
I CALL IT "EXCESSIVE NOTHINGNESS!!!"!!!
I DON'T EVEN LIKE IT!!!
I THINK DOING NOTHING SUCKS!!!
I AM GOING TO QUIT SCREAMING NOW!!!

4*3 Past, present and future^^

1. I have been either sitting in a chair or sleeping today...
2. I have been quite sick...
3. I have had excessive headache and ...
4. I have been extremly positive like always^^

1. I am quite happy can't find anything wrong that i can't ignore today^^
2. I am well fed^^
3. I am very lucky to be alive, well fed, warm, dry and happy^^
4. I am listening to musik^^

1. I will be happy for at least 2 seconds more^^
2. I will not die in at least 2 decades^^
3. I will kill at least 2 zombie-demons in the future^^ (i hope so anyway or else they will have to kill me :P)
4. I will get healthier in at least 2 days^^

Pai pai world^^

Ego

Ever experienced the feeling you are better then everyone???

Ever experienced the colossal effects of ego???
Weird feeling ey? ^^
I went up this morning having the feeling i was the best, nicest and most beautiful dude i town. ^^
I looked in a mirror and saw a guy who shone brighter then even i felt. :O
Remembered all the stuff i knew about mirrors and identified the boy as myself. ^^
Got a shower, got breakfast and got to school and all the time having that wonderful feeling. ^^
First class was ceramic class. ^^
Me and Johan made stuff... of clay. ^^
Nice and fun and stuff. ^^
Lunch came and went, with badly made fish and over cooked rice. ^^
But did that bring me down to earth? Neeeeeh. ^^
Next class was Swedish, we read short Icelandic storys. :0
Why Icelandic storys on Swedish class? :O
Is it only the special way to wright that is special? :o
What ever. :P
Next class. ^^ Ceramics again. ^^
Made stuff of clay again. ^^
Still felt best nicest and most beautiful. ^^
That's so(!!!) weird. ^^
Got the knowledge that we had yet another class. :o
It was not even necessary to go. :P
But why not go? ^^
Didn't do much. :P
Listened to the "musikarna" playing music and watching the "dansarna" dancing. ^^
I was nice and passive just in case i would say anything degrading.
Things like "I'm so good looking", "I'm better then you" or "That shirt would fit me so much better". ^^
The school were about to close.
So we left.
Had nothing to do. :P
I went to my dads work(the shoemaker).
And we went square dancing. ^^
I like dancing. ^^ A lot. ^^
Got home.
Sat down here.
Got hungry. ^^
Went eating.

Pai pai^^

Good morning^^

I wrote this down... It's in swedish... Its horrible...

Alla dagar.
Alla nätter.
Skakar mina tankar.
Söker efter svar.
Svar på frågor aktuella både natt och dag.
Vem jag inte vara?
Vem det du vill ha?
Om jag skulle veta vem det du vill ha,
Borde jag då spela denna hemska karl?
Borde jag agera mannen du vill ha?
Om det jag skulle göra.
Skulle du bli glad?
Skulle du då älska denna nya karl?
Och skulle jag försvinna och inte finnas kvar?
Kan du besvara frågorna jag har?

Need to sleep now... Pai pai^^

^^Hehehe^^

If you where asked by someone you really like but hardly "hangout together" with to do something that you really enjoy but hardly ever got time to do would you say "^^Would love to^^"?

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!

She asked me to go to a dance whit her this Sunday!!!^^

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!

I got something to look forward to!!!^^

Don't have to wright anything more^^

*Wave* C ya

Idea!!!

I'm going to start writhing songs^^

Don't know why^^

Will be fun^^

Need a band^^

I can sing^^

Need a drummer a guitarist and someone more^^

Sounds like a great plan to start a band^^

Just not thought thur at all^^

I'm good at writhing^^

Will be great songs^^

Maybe you'll hum them some day^^

Will be fun^^

Need some nice short name for a band^^

Golden, Autophobia, Neuralgia, Pseudonymous or De-aeration^^

Great names, ey?^^

Completely random from my brains^^

Stupid names^^

Will go to sleep now^^

Night night and sleep tight!!! Blog master of the exit is fleeing the fight^^ //Alexander^^

Eaten bad(!!!) things.

The only things i have done today is eaten and been playing Wow.

You are probably not interested in what i have done one Wow.

That's why i decided not to wright anything about Wow(except that i have been ending every sentence with "Wow" so far).

So lets tell you about all the horrible things i have been devouring today.

Breakfast: Checked in the kitchen for anything to eat... I found surprisings much. I found sandwich-turkey, a papper thin bread slice, a ancient plum, lime-tea((^^)) and a vegetaric pizza slice. That's one messed up breakfast, but "hey" two more meals.
(Won't get any better)
Lunch: At lunch time i came in to the kitchen once again, hoping anything eatable existed there. Picked up a terrible smell coming from the oven. One of the people staying here all weekend had a smart idea, he wanted hes pizza slice warm... Who would have fought that one small pizza slice in the oven for 2 hour(MAX WARMTH 250degrees Celsius!!!) would become so blackened, so uneatable, so warm and so repulsive?? I have imagined it. My hunger disappeared completely. All i ate for lunch was tea. Lime-tea((^^)). That's not an ideal lunch... Lets go to the dinner. The dinner got bad(!!!), so horribly bad(!!!).
(Bad bad bad bad bad) Huhuhuh:'(
Dinner: Ravioli.(Now you think that's impossible to make "bad(!!!)". But hey we didn't only eat ravioli(to bad(!!!)). The ravioli was not to warm at all... That's bad(!!!). Found a [Blackened Pizza Slice]. Looked like charcoal. Tasted worse than charcoal. Whom ever would put anything that incinerated in their mouth?? Me and Pontus. My mind said "NOOOOOOOOO!!!! DON'T EAT THAT!!!". But i wouldn't listen ((^^)). That taste, that horrible taste. *Shivering*. Had to find something to drink. My first alternative was yogurt, but as there were no such drink to be found i dug deep in the kitchen and found [Apricot cream(??)]. We drank 2 liters. Then i made chicken... Like i hadn't eaten enough for one day. The chicken got warm. To warm to grab with my bare hand i soon realised.

(Stupid stupid day)
(How did i think really?) Huhuhuh:'(

Pai Pai and hope you have eaten something good//Alexander

Don't really have to tell you what i have done today^^

I FEEL GOOD TODAY!!!^^
I'M LIKE HAPPY OR SOMETHING!!!^^
I SHALL STOPPED SCREAMING NOW!!!^^

Only thing i feel bad about is that i feel physically sick :P
But ey its all about mental health right??
Today i feel mentally great^^
I'm all happy about nothing^^
Smiling all the time^^
Without having anything to smile for^^
Yeah, I'm really mentally great... ...[pause]... ...not!^^
But i will hopefully wake up depressed and sad tomorrow^^
Lets all hope so^^

My head don't want me to be awake no more...
Have to obey it :P


Over and out from chaoslair^^ Pai pai and good night /Me...

Fly safe^^

I don't have migraine anymore!!! Yaaay!!! My fever has gone away!!! Jippie!!! But I'm not yet fully healthy. I'm coughfing a little to much and I'm not really feeling great in any way. I have been talking to my self all day long. Suggesting things like getting something to eat or do some exercises in my English book. And questioning why i am singing songs i don't even like nor have listen to in like ever. My head is "flummigt". Talking to oneself is a sign of loneliness. I better get some company. Don't want to get all crazy just because I'm all alone.

Went to dads house("dads house" sounds like a movie^^). Went there hoping that i would feel better it i were more social, if i communicated whit other people then just me. We waited a while for some other humanoids to come. When they did we started eating. But as I usually is very talkative and social I concentrated more on the food on the table then the friendly looking Thai-speaking humans on the other side of the table. Hadn't eaten anything else but blueberry soup all day:P. Maybe that's why:P. Mmmm... good food^^. How much did i eat really? Like one liter rice. Mmmm... Like rice^^ And like Thai-food^^. Mmmm... good food^^

After we had eaten we drank coffee and ate cookies. I don't ever think do I? I like coffee. But i can't drink it. Gives me higher blood pressure, not high but enough to make me bleed in my hypersensitive nose. Then drinking coffee is not smart at all. Have to think about that the next time. Maybe take a cookies next time. Why didn't i take a cookie? Last year i didn't ever say "no" to anything that i were supposed to eat. Now its a reflex. I feel depressed by my eceticness can't seem to say "yes thank you". Have to try that. I got driven home after we had eaten because i were bleeding. Stopped bleeding. Made the dishes. Started righting this. Done now...

Pai pai and good luck tomorrow. Fly safe^^ //Alexander

Sorry if this sounds confusing but hey your not IN my head!!! Lucky you^^

Got a book yesterday about headache and migraine. Had been reading that book for a while when i realised that i have only had migraine like two times. I got glad that i don't have it so often. But when i woke up this morning i had nearly all the symptoms of migraine. Didn't think much about it then. Got to school. Went to the place i always sit to wait for my classmates to step out of their buses. Girls where walking up on a stair, they sounded like they were wearing tap shoes. Tried to ignore the pain that grew in my head. It worked as long as my head was high and discipline at top. I toke aim at one of my friends and walked to him. We were supposed to have gym class in the morning, my head had no interest in having gym class. So i told my teacher that i had migraine. He said i should go to the school nurse. So i went to the school nurse. She knew my name, that's really bad or I'm just rememberable. She got me a appointment whit the school doctor on Friday in to weeks. She also gave me 1000mg Panodil. Didn't do anything except for getting me tired. Next class was naturkunskap. We learned nothing new about nutrition's, fat, minerals and stuff. The class ended. Johan and I toke of to the city. We ate Thai-food. We went to ÖB. Johan bought gloves. I bought candy. We went back to school(from the first time you hear "Johan" in this text to now is a time of 4 hours...). The English class started. It was warm in the classroom. I was tired. My eyes closed. I fell asleep. Right before the class ended i woke up. Don't know what i missed. Then i got home. With a bus. Still have migraine. Now i got fever to.

Im not going to school tomorrow. Its Valentine's day tomorrow. Want to be there.

Got to go to bed now.Pai pai!!! //Alexander Karl Peter Wedberg

My monday have been nice to me^^

I woke up in the morning a bit to late. Had to run to the bus, like running so a plus there. The bus driver saw me run, she said "Nu blev du varm också". Like when the bus drivers say things, makes them more humain. When i came to my school my first lesson had already ended so my stomach made a suggestion "Lets go eat", sounded like a good plan so we went eating. (Chickybits and rice). I had just begun shoveling food onto my plate when i heard a
familiar voice yelling "Estetare!!!". It was two of my favourite "elare", Pontus and Niclas, they got dead deep fried chicken shoveled onto there plates to and joined me where i was sitting. We talked, laughed and ate. Two more of my favorite "elare",Emil and Patrik, joined us briefly (They left awfully fast). Then (after eating) we went to the city to get money to Niclas from someone called "Nordea". He had to wait. And i couldn't wait so i went back to school. On my way to school i saw a rare sight. One of my closest friends(Got three^^) stood there at the bus stop, smiling, he said that he saw me come he said he recognised my way to walk and my "slimness" and he said that the lesson i were hurrying to get to were canceled because of a sick teacher. I got a little disappointed. I like to have Swedish class. Like to learn languages. Anyway i went back to school. Hoping anything interesting would happen. Nothing did. I went to my ceramic classroom (the room it self is not made of clay...) to get inspiration. Got none. Went to the city again hoping that i would meet the "elare" again. I did(^^). I walked together whit them to where they were going. Stayed to not to long. Left in a hurry. Went to my ceramic classroom again(^^). Made some drawings. Like drawing, alot. Waited drawing, waited for my class to start. It finally did. I got silent, because something caught my eye think it soothed me. Must have, because i engraved small twirls on my sugar bowl(that's usually not my stile). Nothing else special really happen that ceramic-class. The class ended. I waited for the bus, we all did. One of our buses came. We went out. We said good bye, we hugged(Will remember that hug(nothing special about it except what i hugged)^^). I said "Pai pai" to everyone. I went to the bus stop. I went to the next one(had time). And the next on.Then the bus came. I toke a seat. The bus drove away. It picked up one of the "elare"(Emil). He was less talkative then me making then following conversation more like a monologue whit an occasional nod. Quite boring. I came home the door stood unlocked. I left it that way that morning because i had my brother right after me(the last one out locks). The unlocked door made me realise that my brother didn't go to school. To bad for him. I measured my hand temperature and i showed 18 degrees Celsius. That low for hands. So i made tea(^^). Later my mother and father came. They drove us of to Hedemora to eat hamburgers at Lappens. I had one of the best of times (^^). Had a really time nice. We drove around singing and listening to great music. I got home again. Drank tea. Washed dishes. Made my bed. Watched TV. Sat down here. Talked to friend(Great friends) Started wrighting blog. Ended wrighting blog at 01:55.^^

Orkade inte inte skriva nåt :P

Om dagen ändå varit längre skulle jag...

1. Skriva vad jag tycker, tänker och känner här...
2. Skulle lyssna på musik, någon musik som rensade huvudet på mig...
3. Skulle springa... långt, tills benen gav vika av utmattning...
4. Skulle ta ett långt kallt bad... följt av en kopp te och någon god ordbok...
5. Skulle hoppas, hoppas på att hon loggade in igen, hoppas att hon klarade alla svåra prövningar, hoppas att hon mådde bättre.

Men dagen är inte längre, dagen är snart slut...
Hoppas dock, hoppas mycket... tror på hoppet...

Pai pai have fun //Alexander

Five great sayings from today

5 great hard-to-get sayings:

1. Mm.. Tänk.. Jag har kännt dig i 5 år.. och inte förrän nu, fattar jag varför du är så jävla glad hela tiden.. //One of the best friends
2. Nej... alla hjärtans dag är på onsdag den 14:de//Oldest of my best friends
   
3. Man behöver inte prata med konstigt folk för att få hjälp//One more friend
   
4. Okaj! Du är helt enkelt en lugnare människa än jag! ^^//Still unindentified friendly being
5. I really need that bath now...// I said that^^

Nice colors, ey??^^

Today i've done nothing... (2)

Got nothing new to tell you... or do i..? Lets try:
This morning i overslept and missed my bus... then i went back to bed and missed the next one...

I were prepared for the third one on the other hand... but when i saw it drive past me and out of running reach my heart felt sad... disappointed i went back home.

When i got back in my heart no longer felt sad, because i remembered that i got Mad Max 3 (Mad Max Beyond Thunderdome) from my father the other day^^ Now i got the whole set^^ Your welcome to come see them whit me^^ any day^^

Back to chronological time-line: I were not foolish enough to go to bed yet again so i waited 1hour, action less just waiting. When the time for the bus to come were i went out to the bus stop. Then i got on the bus and hoped that the day could just become regular again.

That was not the case... when i got to school the lunch had just begun and i went eating(pancakes!!!).

After eating i asked a friend when next class would be. The friend said "Its only one class left in about 3hour!!!"

So there i where for three hour... sitting in my home-classroom, drawing and listening to the Musikarna talking about were what and how they had been partying and how they where going to put various items in various people various body openings...(quite fun to listen to)^^

Then the English class finally started... we had a test in irregular verbs... It was really easy^^ i learned all those verbs in sixth grade^^ have to thank Tomas Ström for that some time^^

Later when school were over me and my sister went to the city (she where going to leave some books at the library). On the way to the library we found this extremely rare, mysterious, cute, nice looking and probably intelligent being. This wondrous being were also on the way to the library. So we banded together and went there talking about stuff...

After we had dropped of my sisters books and left the being in the library me and my sister went to my dads work, he's the towns shoemaker... We talked about when to have dinner together and stuff like that. He gave us "skumtomtar"^^!!! I were still thinking about that being, wondered what it was doing and what was really so special about it...

Time past and the time for leaving came... So we left... We went to the great bus-station in the middle of town and waited for that bus we wanted to travel in. The bus came!!! And the time to step into the bus came!!! So we did... The travel home where, as always, warm and one hour long.

When i came home, i went down in the basement to my brother who showed me what he had been doing whit hes new perk "Computer nerd(rank 8)"... after an amazing preformans in moving pictures on a computer screen i had enough... i went up to my room and i'll be here a while^^

Mp3-player and warm Toes... Check^^

On my way from school i stopped by "Expert"... i went in hoping that the salesman would give me a new Mp3-Player... the scenario that followed were out of this world in kindness and stupidity^^:

I, Alexander Karl Peter Wedberg went up to the clerk when the other costumers had gone and said "Trasig (that's the Swedish word for broken)" and gave him a bag whit my Mp3-player in it. The clerk said "Oj, orginal förpackning! (that's Swedish for Wow, original box!)"
Then he asked what was wrong whit it and immediately after he asked, he asked "Är skärmen svart??(that also Swedish... it means Is the screen black??) "
I said a little white lie "Japp skärmen är helt svart (that's Swedish for Yeah that's right:P)"
He said "Okej vi har tyvärr inga såna här kvar hemma men ta den här som jag hittade på lagret den är samma pris klass (that's Swedish for OK we don't sell those anymore... take this...found it in the storeroom... its much much much much better and to the same price...)"
I said "Tack tack(It means Thank youX2)" and went out in the cold whit a smile on my lips^^

Later on that evening my dad picked me up on the road outside my house... I had been invited to eat whit him as nearly every time before i said "Sure i would love to!". My one year older sister where there!
This Monday evening it was an ordinary pizza and movie evening"Nice nice^^"
Like any other "pizza and movie evenings" there were pizza and later after pizza a movie :P (hard to get ey??)... but this night were different... ... ... as we were moving in from the dinning room to the living room my sister said "Ooh... Alexander your 18 now... want Baileys??"
I thought "Why not" and said "Jaa visst"... More thoughts followed: Drinking alcohol on Mondays sound like bad idea... This glass is tilting... OMG!!! My hands and feat are warm!!! Haven't happened in ages... Why am i smiling... This was fun^^ One more!!!...
Several hours of TV and 8 "tiny" glasses of Baileys créme caramel later i felt my then fully warm body were ready to go home^^

(Pretty nice day^^)

Today i've done nothing...

I'll wright all i have done today:
Sleeping time: from 1:47 to 9:32 and later from 13:11 to 15:00-something.

Food and Drink Consumed: Müsli, Egg, Candy, Banana Split, Vegetables, "Söndags-middag", Orange-juice, Cranberry-juice, Blackberry-juice, Citrus-the, Earl grey-the.

Listening to: Sam Cooke, Alanis Morisette, Allister, Alphaville, Atomicswing, Backstreet Boys Basement Jaxx, Blue October, Bonnie Tyler, Disturbed, Dub Sweden, Eddi Reader, Eiffel 65, Elefant, Elvis Presley, Eva Cassidy, Fibes Oh Fibes!, Four Tops, Gob, Gorillaz, Headplate, Ill Nino, In Flames, Kim Wilde, Laleh, Led Zeppelin, Los Del Rio, Marron 5, Millencolin, Muse, Nine Inch Nails, Okänd artist, Pearl_jam_, Piero Umiliani, Placebo, Plastic Bertrand, Proclaimers, Q-tip, Radiohead, Röyksopp, Sonic Youth, Stephen Lynch, Temple of the dog, The Kills, The Raconteurs, Thorstein Bergman, Tim Neun, Tom Waits, Trustcompany, Jakob Knapp, Unknown Artist, Various Artists, Vengaboys, My mom, My brother, My radio, Me, My phone, My alarm clock, Msn.

Googled: Sticknings beskrivning vante, Fisk, Fissk, Fisssk, Fissssk, Fisssssk, Karp, Öring, Torsk, Kolja, Sill, Ströming, Mört, Lax, Valhaj, Narval, Räkor, Recept på indisk fisksås.

Read: Bendrik Limited 2007, The Concise Oxford Dictionary (from E (Exordium) to S (Sheepish) ).

Running: On a frozen lake, on a road, beside a road, on a field, in scooter tracks, in forests.

(Orka skriva mer :P)

Mp3-player and telephone

Mp3-player and telephone... check

- But... hey!! This Mp3-player is broken.
- Ohhh... ya your right... whats up whit that..?

- ...dunno.
- We can go without it, can we..?

- Nah we have to cancel this space voyage...
- That's to bad... :'(

- We got the warranty left??
- Um... let me check... Yeah..! Here it is! Then its just to go to the store and return it !

- But that's like... 3.5 miles!! o.O That's... far... ... ... You go!
- Why me?? I don't need no stupid Mp3-player ^^ You go!!

- Erhm... guess your right...
- Of course i am^^

- ...ya maybe later... anything else??
- There is no problem whit my phone^^

- Erhm... but it got no money...
- Oh no!!! Then we have to go buy that... quickly

- Yaaay!!! We go together!!! Jippie!!!
- ^^!!!

(based on a true story called "I hate monologues lets make two people talk about what im thinking")

Can i come???

What are you doing this weekend???
Have you got any plans???
You think there is room for one more???
Need sociality!!!
Or i will die a terrible terrible death...
That wouldn't be so much fun...
Can i come???
You know i would love to...
If its possible, i can come soon...
Five is a good time for me...
Your not at home are you???
Erhm... to bad...
So where are you then???

Keep geting kicked in the head?? :'(

Poor cat :'(
No one seem to care :(
Its just standing there locked up in the hallway...
People walking past it, closing the door behind themselves
The owner of the cat... my sister, left the house... left school... left the cat...
She doesn't even got a name...
No one seem to care :(
When dinner is served the cat is in the hallway, wailing...
The poor cat just wanted to play... to have fun again :'(
The father tells the children that the cat is sad because the daughter has gone
They are going to kill that cat :'(
No one seem to care:(
Why wont she come back, why wont she make it happy again?
Why wont the father cuddle whit the cat he ones loved?
Because...
No one seem to care:(


Don't ever start playing WoW if you aren't used to taking drugs or anything because your cat will die :'( "Curiosity didn't kill the cat stubbornness did" :'(

Yawning and sighing...

OMG (Oh My God)... think im all out of oxigen!!! thats bad isn't it???

semeltårta.!?

Im eating semeltårta.. beat that if you can!! You cant, can you??

Back at the exit...

Im here now!! Im at the exit as you told me. Why dont you answer me??